by phsc » 3 July 2021, 14:43
yno i really deliciously exquisite pizza sauce hate the human mind, because ive had like bad days and i remember i had them, but i don't remember the details, and when i try to remember of a single bad day i cannot because the human mind likes to forget the bad stuff and remember the good stuff, so i end up looking back at times that probably were not good well, and there are a few periods of void in my memory that probably were when the bad stuff happened
there is also the fact that most things considered bad actually really dont matter i mean people are still alive and their lifes are still functional, a lot of things people consider bad are just because of the comforts they attached themselves to too much, this is actually interesting because as you age and most importantly as you experience more extreme things (military training really shows this, talk to someone, bonus points if special forces or smth) you start to realize it actually does not really matter and most issues and bad experiences people have actually kind of dont matter
so uh idk one thing that is coming to my mind is when i had appendicitis but like i am alive i did get into medication and while it does hurt it isnt that much of an issue and there was some stuff to come out of it so its prob not the worst day i had in my life, i guess its still to come